Wendy's journal entry Friday, September 27, 2013
God HELP!!! I am struggling today. My to-do list feels overwhelming, and the more I try to do, the more behind I seem to get. I am tired, and I am not ready to leave Nepal for 2 months if our nontourist VISAs don't get approved in time. I know just a few days ago I said I trust you in this, but today, I just want to cry at the thought of possibly having to leave. I need to learn to drive here, but I am scared. I want to spend time with our Nepali family, but I am tired. I want to learn the language, but the more I learn, the more overwhelmed I feel. I want to spend time with Sam, but my to-do list dominates my brain. I need you, Lord.
God HELP!!! I am struggling today. My to-do list feels overwhelming, and the more I try to do, the more behind I seem to get. I am tired, and I am not ready to leave Nepal for 2 months if our nontourist VISAs don't get approved in time. I know just a few days ago I said I trust you in this, but today, I just want to cry at the thought of possibly having to leave. I need to learn to drive here, but I am scared. I want to spend time with our Nepali family, but I am tired. I want to learn the language, but the more I learn, the more overwhelmed I feel. I want to spend time with Sam, but my to-do list dominates my brain. I need you, Lord.
Gods got this. I know it seems overwhelming, but God is in control!!! Leave it to him and what ever the outcome, know he has you in the palm of his hand.
ReplyDeleteThanks Teri. I appreciate your words of truth and encouragement. After my pray/ journal entry and a prayer later that night before bed, I was finally able to give everything over to God. I hope you and your family are doing well.
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